Classes?

Tomorrow interim starts here at Calvin, and I'm  not exactly looking forward to it.  I didn't have classes (well, not real one's anyway) in Chicago, so this is going to be my first real class since last spring.  I'm also kind of stuck in a transition here, because I really just want interim to be over so that I can be in DC and start my internship at InterAction, but at the same time I don't want it to be done because I'm enjoying being here with friends and family.

On top of that I'm getting to the point of starting to think about what I'm going to do after I graduate, and at this point that just adds stress because I can look all day for jobs, but not really do anything yet because I won't be able to actually work until June.

In the meantime I sit here at the pool, lifeguarding, earning some money, but feeling like it's mostly a waste of time.  I'm ready to go, ready to do something, ready for God to use me.  I realize that He uses me in all times and places, but I'm ready for adventure.

Maybe that's part of the lesson.  Maybe I need to learn patience, and learn to let God use me here and now, not always looking to the next thing.

God, give me patience.  Open my eyes to see how you're working in my life.