Playing the background, wisdom from Lecrae

Last night I took my sister Kassi to a Lecrae concert for her birthday.  For those who don’t know Lecrae, look him up. He’s a Christian rapper and he’s legitimately good.  Not only can the man rap, the man can preach, and he often does them at the same time.  A number of artists performed leading up to Lecrae.  They were all pretty good and each had a good message to share about the impact Christ has had on their lives and the power of Christ’s love, grace and forgiveness.  However, it was Lecrae who brought the house down with his beats and rhythms, and it was Lecrae who truly brought the message home. 

All of Lecrae’s songs have a clear gospel message.  He and a group of rappers signed with his record label are know as the 1-1-6 Clique, named for Romans 1:16, “For I am not ashamed of the gospel, because it is the power of God that brings salvation to everyone who believes: first to the Jew, then to the Gentile.”  Throughout his performance Lecrae paused a number of times in between songs to reflect on the message of a particular song or to re-focus the night on giving God the glory. 
One song that particularly spoke to me was called “Background.” (If I set it up right, it’s playing on this page.  If not, here’s the you-tube link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LHnZRZiCYHE)  The chorus says:

I could play the background
I could play the background
Cause I know sometimes I get in the way
So won’t you take the lead, lead, lead?
So won’t you take the lead, lead, lead?
And I could play the background, background
And you could take the lead.

The message of the song is that we need to stop trying to live in the spotlight and we need to let God run the show.  Rather than trying to be in control and receive the credit for ourselves, we need to remember to step back, let God lead and walk in the steps he has laid out for us. 

There’s a line in the song that says “I end up confessing that I’m not that impressive, matter of fact I’m who I are, a trail of stardust leading to the superstar.”  That’s what we are, a trail of dust, leading to the superstar (God).  We are made in His image, we reflect His glory.  We are not here to serve ourselves or other men, rather we are here to serve our Lord Jesus Christ.  I know I love to receive credit for the good things that I do, but in that I’m missing the point of living for Christ.  To truly lay down my life and live for God I need to gratefully accept the background role to the greatest lead of all time, Jesus Christ.

I’m not here to accomplish my goals and get praised for my accomplishments.  I’m here to follow God’s call on my life and bring glory to His name through my each and every step. When we let God take the lead, He does amazing things in our lives and blesses us beyond measure.  However, letting God take the lead and in turn playing the background, does not mean sitting back and just watching God work.  God has purpose for us, and that means being proactive Christians.  Rather than sitting around waiting for God to act, we should act in a Christ-like manner, knowing full well that God is present in all things and will use all things for His purpose.

I pray that God would help me (and all of us) to see the areas in my life where I need to stop trying to play the lead role and let Him take the lead.   I pray that I would not sit idly by an wait for God to work, but that I actively follow God’s path, letting Him give me my cues and serving Him for His glory at all times. 

An Exercise in Patience and Trust

• Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight. (Proverbs 3:5-6)
• Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own. (Matthew 6:34)
• For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call on me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart. I will be found by you,” declares the LORD(Jeremiah 29:11-13)
• For we are God’s handiwork, created in Christ Jesus to do good works, which God prepared in advance for us to do. (Ephesians 2:10)

I've been trying to think of a time in my life when I felt less patient about life, or when there was less of a need to truly rely on God.  Of course, we always should truly rely on God, but it seems to me that as I inch closer to graduation, with my plans for next year still not clear, God seems to be repeatedly saying to me "Trust Me, let Me work this out, I have a plan, and My plans are perfect."  

I'm the kind of person who likes to know what is going on in my life, and I like to be in control of it. For the first time in my life I feel as if I have no control over what happens. I think when we reach a point like this in life, it's pretty clear that there is nothing to do but to look to God and say "You are God, you have created me for your work and your glory, you have prepared me to live for your Kingdom, now help me to follow wherever you would call me."  

As I think about my life up to this point, what I've learned, what I've done, where I've been, I feel like God has been preparing me all of my life to serve Him through pursuing a life of social justice, working for the poor around the world, giving a voice to the voiceless and following Christ's example of reaching out to the lost and the least in the world. I've studied, I've traveled, I've prayed and I've practiced.  God has prepared me. I am ready. 

And while I sit here saying "I'm ready, let's go save the world," God is saying "My time, not yours." I don't know God's time. I hope that it is soon, and it may be.  For now, I continue to search and pray, serving God where I am here and now, knowing that God calls us to serve Him wherever we are, and trusting that when He needs me, the call will come.